My love...

Once upon a time...... long long ago........ in the year 1994……….

I was 13 yrs old wearing a t-shirt and chermas cheddi……..

My love came into my life for the first time like " tabu's introduction in premadesam movie.."

As people say a bulb will glow inside u.. it glowed for me like a quick camera flash… But I never knew that it is not just a flash it’s a flood light…….

She was in a white top and a brown bottom………

Like a good creative movie director I thought of revealing my partner at the end but could not stop my self from telling that, my first love is a cigarette…..

First date was when I tried in my bathroom it dint go well I still felt her as a stranger...

I just coughed and blew it out...

Second date was on a rainy day with romance filled all over, could not resist myself from meeting her again and begged my dad for his scooter, telling him that I need to bring a book immediately, went out in the rain and bought one cig and a match box.

Could not light it as it got wet,,,

Bought it for the second time but could not light it…..

Bought it for the third time but was not sucessful again.…..

Getting late to go home………so started back home disappointedly but could not sleep that whole night…….

Third date was on a Sunday….. got up took my bicycle and went 3 kms away from my house and bought a cig and matchbox and sat in the park to give a new start to my life……..

Days went on and I finished my tenth exams and then I took her seriously and started to feel her……….

Learning to romance her I felt like I won this world……..

From then there were very few days I dint meet her……..

I still remember those sleep less nights when I was missing her badly sleeping alone on the bed in a hostel room when I was in my +2….

When I was in my engineering that is when I realized that this is not just attraction I really fell in love with her..

it is almost 15yrs since I met her the first time… but even today.. every time I make love its like a fresh n new beginning of life……….

I start my day with her and I end it with her……….

I am 28 now and I owe her all my life………

If u see her properly you will observe that .

“Watching the smoke dance out of a cigarette is like watching a girl dance out of her dress.”

You can not stop yourself from picking her up……..

My Love...,

You held me close, you touched my lips,

you brought more joy than you'll ever know.

My soul was breach on a daily basis by your love.

The life I had with you was golden and no one can ever take away the love you and I shared.

Giving is a selfless act, one that doesn't happen often, but you made it a thing of beauty as well as regularity.

You shared my happiness, grief, sorrow, tensions, excitements………..

I can not imagine my life with out u…………..

My Love.....

Thank you for all the moments u left for me

Thank you for being with me always

Thank you for your fragrance.